by Maya Banks
She’d catch him at work the next morning. He couldn’t avoid her forever.
Monday morning she made sure she was in the office early. Coffee was made, donuts were laid out, and she waited for Gray to make his appearance.
He walked in with Micah and never met her gaze. Micah was more than happy to grab a cup of coffee and stuff his mouth full of a donut. But Gray retreated to his office, leaving Micah behind.
With a firm set to her lips, she poured a cup of coffee for Gray, snatched up a donut and headed for his office. If he’d locked her out, so help her God, she’d have someone break the door down.
It wasn’t locked, but it was still difficult for her to navigate the door with her hands full. As she elbowed her way in, Gray looked up from his desk.
“What the hell are you trying to do, burn yourself?” he exclaimed as he rushed around to take the coffee from her faltering fingers.
She slapped the donut on his desk and leveled a glare at him. “I was being nice. Friendly. You know, sociable. Something I can’t say for you.”
He swallowed hard and emitted a weary sigh. “Look, Faith, it’s best…it’s best if we just forget Friday night ever happened. I can’t even begin to tell you how sorry I am that I stepped over the line like that.”
She narrowed her eyes and put a hand on her hip. “Well, I’m not.”
He blinked in confusion. “You’re not what?”
“I’m not sorry,” she said through gritted teeth. She planted both palms on his desk and leaned over until they were eye to eye. “You pretending it didn’t happen doesn’t make it true. It happened, Gray, and I want to talk about more than just forgetting it. I can’t forget it.”
He cupped her chin in his hand. “Faith, let it go. Please. Nothing good can come of us rehashing it. I wanted to teach you a lesson. I didn’t like the idea of you being in there. You’re a sweet girl. I like you a lot. I hope to hell you never go back. You weren’t supposed to like it.”
Flames scorched up her neck until her head threatened to boil over and explode.
Sweet girl. Teach a lesson. I like you a lot. What the effing hell was all that hogwash?
She tried to speak, but nothing came out. She was honest to God too pissed to formulate a coherent or even an incoherent sentence.
Finally she threw up her hands and made an arrggg sound before she stormed out of his office. By the time she made it back to the front, she was seething. Micah made a quick escape once he got a look at her. Smart guy.
Once he was out, she did something she rarely ever did. She shut her office door, a clear beacon to anyone not to enter. She could count on one hand the times she’d resorted to such drastic measures since coming to work for Pop. Now certainly qualified as a necessary time.
She tossed the donuts in the trash and poured the coffee down the drain, never mind that the others hadn’t been the one to piss her off. But they’d suffer her wrath just like Gray.
When she was through with her huff, she flopped into her swivel chair and turned her gaze up to the ceiling.
She needed a vacation. A break. Something. Between her mother driving her to drink, her foray into a risqué sex club, and Gray driving her crazy, she was ready for the white suits to come bearing an I-love-me jacket and take her to a padded cell.
Running away wasn’t something she’d ever been tempted to do. All her life, she’d stuck with it, even when sticking with it meant supporting an incompetent mother and her many vices. No, Faith wasn’t a quitter. She had too much work ethic ingrained in her. Closest she’d ever come to running away from anything was when her mother had overdosed and Pop and Connor had come and all but dragged her home with them.
But now? Getting away from the insanity that had become her life in the past few weeks was vastly appealing. Maybe she should hit Pop up for some vacation time. She knew he’d grant it in a heartbeat, because she’d never taken any.
“Quit overreacting,” she muttered.
A vacation did sound awfully good though. She’d definitely have to consider it.
A cautious tap sounded at her door, and she glared in that direction, wondering who the brave fool was who risked her wrath.
Nathan stuck his head in the door and glanced questioningly at her. “Mornin’, Faith. I ah, just wanted to see if you were okay.”
“PMS,” she said, knowing it was the one thing guaranteed to make him haul ass in the opposite direction. And she was right. He couldn’t get out fast enough.
She giggled when he shut the door in a nanosecond. Men were such pussies.
“So what the fuck did you do to piss Faith off? Apart from barge in on her night of hedonistic delight,” Micah said as he and Gray got into Micah’s truck to head to a job.
Micah fumbled around in the glove compartment and dragged out a pack of cigarettes. He flicked his lighter as he backed out of the parking lot then inhaled deeply, briefly closing his eyes.
“Guess you haven’t quit yet,” Gray observed.
Micah cracked his window and flicked his ashes. “Going to answer my question?” he asked, ignoring Gray’s statement.
Gray sighed. “I’m avoiding her, and apparently, it’s pissing her off.”
“Can’t imagine why,” Micah said dryly.
“It’s for the best.”
Micah took a long drag from his cigarette and looked mournfully at the glowing tip. “Damn things are going to kill me, but I spent too many years smoking on the job. Hard as hell to kick the habit.”
“Why’d you quit?” Gray asked curiously.
“The job or the cigarettes?” Micah joked.
Gray laughed.
Micah’s expression turned serious. “Just had enough.”
For a moment, Gray could swear he read deep sadness in Micah’s expression. Micah tossed the cigarette out the window and immediately reached for another. His fingers shook as he fumbled with the lighter. Gray sensed there was a lot more to it than he’d “had enough,” but he didn’t feel comfortable prying, and Micah didn’t seem inclined to offer further explanation.
They rode in silence for several minutes before Micah flicked the butt out the window and looked back over at Gray.
“You can’t avoid her forever, you know. She deserves better than that anyway.”
Gray didn’t respond, but then what could he say?
Faith sighed when she heard a tapping at her office door. When she didn’t respond, the door opened, and Nathan tentatively stuck his head around. “Is it safe to come in?” he asked.
“Will you go away if I say no?”
“Uh, no, I need a favor,” he said, giving her a charming grin.
“You’re either really brave or really stupid,” she muttered.
His grin got bigger as he pushed farther into the room. “My mama always said I was her brightest child.”
“Were your siblings particularly stupid?” she asked dryly.
He adopted a wounded look and clutched his chest. He ambled over and slouched in a chair in front of her desk, still holding his chest like she’d inflicted a mortal blow.
“What’s the favor?” she asked in resignation.
To her surprise, his cheeks darkened. She raised a brow, intrigued by his reaction.
“I, uh, wondered if you’d go with me to get my ear pierced,” he mumbled.
Her mouth fell open, and laughter bubbled in her throat. “You’re going to get it done? Really?”
He fidgeted and rubbed his left ear. “Yeah, I think so. But I don’t really know where to go. Well, not a place where I wouldn’t feel like a dumb-ass anyway.”
“I know just the place,” she said as she reached for the phone. “I can take you where I get my hair done and let Julie pierce your ear. The girls there will love you.”
“Girls?” He visibly perked up.
She laughed. “Yeah, this is a girly place.”
He definitely looked interested, but then he scowled. “You’re not going to tell anyone where we’re going, right?”
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She giggled. “You’ll owe me a favor, but no, I won’t tell anyone. Maybe I can sign you up for a few tanning sessions so your head catches up with the rest of your body.” She let her gaze drift appreciatively over his tanned arms. Then she reached over and ran a hand over his bald head.
He frowned. “You’re not turning me into some metrosexual sissy.”
Her shoulders shook with mirth. “Perish the thought. Too bad you’re not into the spa experience. Julie also gives a mean massage.”
“Massage?”
“Yeah, but you’d have to get naked.” She bit her lip to stifle the grin.
“Are there other naked women there?” he asked.
She lost the battle and snickered.
“Do you get naked when you go?” Nathan asked, as if the idea had just occurred to him.
She snorted. “As if I’d tell you.”
“C’mon, Faith. Give a guy a bone here.”
She grinned. “Want me to call Julie and have her hook you up with a complete package?”
He stared suspiciously at her. “I’m not so sure about this. I might get my penis revoked by the league of manly men if this shit ever gets out.”
Faith rolled her eyes. “Don’t be such a pussy. Who’s going to find out? You could do worse than having a gorgeous woman feel you up for a half hour.”
“Gorgeous?”
“Change your mind?” she teased.
“And you swear you won’t breathe a word of this to anyone.”
She held up two fingers. “Swear.”
CHAPTER 22
She’d thought about it the entire night. It had actually hit her as she sat in the spa waiting on Nathan, and once the idea had presented itself, she hadn’t been able to shove it out of her mind. It had unfolded in exacting detail along with her smug assuredness that it just had to work. It was perfect.
So here she sat, the next day, waiting for everyone to leave the office so she could sneak Pop’s spare key to Gray’s apartment.
Of course, Connor picked today to host a client meeting in the main conference room. She glanced at her watch, knowing she had limited time if she was going to get into Gray’s apartment before he finished up at his current jobsite.
She breathed a huge sigh of relief when she heard the murmur of voices in the hallway. A few seconds later, Connor and the three clients he’d met with walked by her office. She sat fidgeting in her chair until she heard Connor return.
“Hey,” he said as he stuck his head in her door. “You didn’t have to stay.”
She smiled brightly. “Oh, no problem. I have a few things to finish up. I’m planning to leave in a few minutes.”
“Want me to wait?” he offered.
She waved him away. “No, you go ahead. Nathan and Micah are waiting for you at Cattleman’s.”
“See you tomorrow then,” he said before he ducked back out.
She waited until she was sure he was gone and then hurried back to Pop’s office. She fumbled through the desk drawer where he kept all the spares until she came to the one marked with Gray’s apartment number. Triumphantly, she palmed it and walked back to her office to collect her purse.
She dug out her cell phone on her way out and punched in Micah’s number.
“Hey, sweet thing,” Micah said when he answered the phone.
“Are you with Nathan?” she asked.
“Yeah, why?”
“Don’t let him know it’s me you’re talking to,” she hurried to say.
He paused. His tone grew serious. “What’s going on?”
“I need a favor,” she said. “A no-questions-asked favor.”
“Uh, okay.”
“Can you ditch Nathan and meet me at Gray’s apartment right now?”
“I’ll be right over,” he said.
She sighed in relief. “Thank you. See you soon.”
She closed her phone, grateful he’d done as she’d requested and asked no questions. Not that he wouldn’t have plenty when he saw her, but at least he hadn’t let on in front of Nathan.
She drove straight home and parked in her spot. She glanced warily down at Gray’s empty parking place and hoped he stayed tied up at the job for another half hour like he was supposed to.
She sat in her car, drumming her fingers on the steering wheel until she saw Micah pull in and park a few places down. Gray’s key in hand, she got out and hurried over to meet Micah.
“Hey, baby doll, what’s going on?” he asked as she approached. His brow was creased in concern.
She grabbed his hand and pulled him toward Gray’s door. “I’ll tell you when we get inside his apartment.”
“Oooh, breaking and entering. You know how to have fun, girl.”
She laughed. The nut. She held up the key when they got to the door. “It’s not breaking and entering if you have a key.”
“Sneaky. Even better.”
She hauled her purse strap over her shoulder as she inserted the key into the lock. Seconds later, she and Micah slipped into the darkened interior, and Micah closed and locked the door behind them.
“Okay, doll face, we’re in. Now are you going to tell me what I’m risking a jail cell for?”
She swallowed nervously and fidgeted with her purse strap. “I want you to…tie me to Gray’s bed. Naked.” She tensed, waiting for Micah’s response. She didn’t have to wait long.
His mouth fell open. “Whoa. Wait a second. You want me to do what?”
“You heard me,” she mumbled.
“Hoo boy.” He shoved his hand through the hair at his forehead and pushed back until his fingers were thrust deep into his unruly mop. “Faith, honey, are you sure you know what you’re doing?”
She checked her watch as panic edged up her spine. “Look, Micah, can you play armchair shrink while you’re tying me to the bed? I’m running out of time. He’s going to be home soon, and I’d rather he not find you here.”
“That makes two of us,” Micah muttered. He sighed. “Lead on.”
She headed down the hallway and paused at the open door to his bedroom. As she glanced inside, she was relieved that the bed was the same model as hers. She’d been banking on the hope that Pop had similarly furnished all the apartments. If Gray hadn’t had bedposts, she would’ve had to have done some major improvising.
She motioned Micah in and turned around to face him. “I know this is awkward, but I couldn’t ask Nathan. He’s too much like a brother, you know, like Connor. But you…you at least look at me like I’m a woman and not some kid sister.”
He arched one brow.
She gave him an oh please look. “I see you checking out my ass,” she said. “Nice to know at least one of my guy friends finds me, or least my ass, attractive.”
He laughed. “Well, I guess the reward of this venture is getting to see you naked. I can mark at least one fantasy off my list.”
She chuckled as she pulled her purse off her shoulder and dug for the rope she’d purchased the night before. She thrust it at Micah, and he uncoiled it as she started to slip her clothing off.
“You know,” he said. “If you’re wanting to get this guy’s attention, which I’m assuming is the reason behind all this, I can think of less drastic measures than tying yourself to his bed.”
Her hands paused as she reached around for the clasp of her bra.
“Here, let me,” he offered.
His fingers brushed across her back as he unclasped the hooks, and she held the cups over her breasts with her arm. She walked over to the bed, still clad in her underwear.
“Tell me something, Micah. If you walked into your bedroom and found a naked woman tied to your bed, what would you think?”
“That I’d been a very good boy in a past life?”
She shook her head. “My point is, a woman bound, naked, offering herself to a man—it’s a clear signal. She is his to do with as he wants. He’s in control.”
Their eyes connected for a long moment, and she saw a kernel of arousal, a s
park of pure, primitive male. Yeah, he understood what she was talking about.
“What happened at The House, Faith?” he asked softly. “What did you go there looking for?”
She shivered at the intensity of his gaze. Then she climbed onto the bed, letting her bra fall to the floor. She felt him staring at her, and she felt awkward and vulnerable. Taking a deep breath, she reached for her panties and slid them down her legs.
She glanced up to see Micah standing over her, the rope in his hands. There was an odd fire in his eyes, like he was seeing her for the first time.
“What happened at The House?” he repeated.
The command was strong in his voice. It evoked a heady sensation, and awareness prickled over her skin.
“I went looking for something,” she whispered. “Something I wanted. I found Gray.”
Micah took one of her hands and pulled her arm above her head. He looped the rope around her wrist and tied it to the headboard.
“And what is it you want?”
His voice, buttery smooth, glided over her body, removing the awkward vulnerability and leaving vague arousal in its stead.
She licked her lips as he walked around the bed to take her other arm.
“I’m waiting,” he said as he secured her other hand.
“Control,” she said simply. “A man’s dominance.”
She heard Micah suck in his breath. In silence, he slid his hand down her leg until he looped a length of rope around her ankle.
“You surprise me, Faith,” he finally said when he moved to her other leg.
He pulled gently until her legs were completely parted. Her pussy was exposed, and she closed her eyes in embarrassment. He’d see how aroused she was.
“Faith, look at me,” he ordered.
She opened her eyes as he walked around to the side of the bed. She could see the bulge against his jeans. Fingers, featherlight, danced across her belly then up toward her breasts. His touch left her for just a moment before he cupped her soft mound in his palm and ran his thumb across her turgid nipple.
She shuddered and arched her body. What the hell was wrong with her?
“I had no idea you wanted a dominant man,” he murmured. “A man would go crazy to have such sweet submission.”