"How awful!"
"Aye, and very hard on the eyes and nose."
"Will I have to live in a wooden house such as you have described?"
"Most likely. But 'tis a condition you'll get used to soon enough."
Chapter 3
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THE large hall was the brightest room in the manor at the dinner hour. Nine flickering flames danced in an ornate candelabra in the center of the long table, and lamp bowls on every wall added to the abundant light in the room.
Smoke-darkened tapestries hung from the walls, including a half-finished landscape worked by Brenna's mother, who had died in childbirth before she could complete it. A tapestry woven by Linnet depicted a castle by the sea; Cordelia's war scene hung beside it. The last tapestry in the room was of incomparable beauty; it came from the Far East, and was a gift from the duke of a neighboring kingdom.
It was not surprising that no tapestry made by Brenna graced the wall, for she did not have the patience required for that gentle art. In truth, she could not abide any skill which was solely a woman's.
Her youngest, most impressionable years had left their mark on her, for during this time her father treated her like the son he had hoped for. She was a son to him until her body developed curves that bespoke the lie. The year her figure changed was a nightmare for Brenna, for her increasingly feminine body warred with her male mind. The mind won out. Brenna ignored her changed body unless she was reminded of its significance. Cordelia took the most delight in causing Brenna to remember her sex.
Cordelia, with her flaming red hair, river-green eyes and shapely figure, which she took pains to flaunt in daringly cut gowns, was Brenna's constant antagonist. She was a comely wench as long as she was silent. Brenna understood the reasons for her shrewishness and tried hard not to lose patience with her.
She knew that Cordelia was unhappy. A woman of only twenty years, she had married Dunstan at a young age, of her own free will. She loved Dunstan at the start, and was a different woman in those days. But for a reason that no one except perhaps Dunstan knew, Cordelia now hated him. It was this hatred that made her the venomous creature she had become.
Cordelia entered the hall and joined Brenna at the long table. Servants brought the meal of thick rabbit stew only moments later. Cordelia, arrayed in yellow velvet that set off her hair and made it appear even brighter than it was, waited until they were alone before she spoke.
"Where is your aunt this eventide?"
"Linnet decided she would feed father this night," Brenna answered as she dipped a ladle in the large pot of stew and filled her plate.
"You should be doing that, not your aunt," Cordelia returned.
Brenna shrugged. " 'Twas Linnet's choice."
"How is my stepfather?"
"If you took the time to see for yourself, you would know that he is not improved."
"He will," Cordelia said dryly. "That old man will outlive us all. But I did not expect you here for the meal. I understand a boar was killed today and there is a feast in the village. I thought surely you would be down there with your peasant friends, as are Wyndham and Fergus."
"I see Dunstan finds the village more to his liking also," Brenna said coldly, reminded of her fall in pursuit of the boar. "I want no part of that bloody boar's carcass."
"My, but you are touchy this night," Cordelia replied, a mischievous smile on her full lips. She purposely ignored Brenna's mention of Dunstan. "Could it be perchance that Willow returned to the stable today long after you? Or mayhaps because the time grows shorter before your betrothed comes?"
"Be careful, Delia," Brenna said, her eyes darkening. "I have not the patience for your wagging tongue this night."
Cordelia stared at Brenna with wide-eyed innocence and let the subject pass for now. She was sorely jealous of her younger sister; she admitted it to herself freely. It had not always been so. When Cordelia and her mother had first come to live in this fine manor eight winters past, Brenna was only a scrawny nine-year-old. In truth, it was a month before Cordelia learned she had a sister, not a brother, as she assumed.
Of course, they had not liked each other from the start, for there was resentment on both sides, and to make the gap even wider, they had absolutely nothing in common. With her boyish ways, Brenna was leery of Cordelia, who even at twelve was wholly female. Cordelia thought Brenna was a fool to prefer swords to sewing, or caring for horses to running a household. Yet the two lived together without an eruption of hostility, and the years passed.
Then Cordelia met Dunstan, a big, brawny male who set her heart aflutter. They were wed, and for once Cordelia was truly happy. But their joy lasted only a year. It ended when Linnet insisted Brenna begin wearing female clothes on occasion, and Dunstan saw what a beauty she really was. Brenna, damn her, was not even aware that Dunstan lusted for her. Nor was Dunstan aware that his wife knew. He only knew that her love for him died that year.
Cordelia's jealousy was mixed with hatred—for Dunstan and for Brenna. She could not openly attack Brenna, though many was the time she wished she could claw her eyes out. Brenna was a skilled fighter, thanks to her father, and when riled, she turned Cordelia's blood cold. She had killed men without batting an eye. She had proved herself well, to Angus's pride.
Since Cordelia could not fight Brenna, she could give her stepsister cause to fear the one thing Brenna had yet to experience—being with a man. Cordelia took great pleasure in expounding on the horrors, and not the pleasures, of knowing a man. She taunted Brenna at every available opportunity, feeling joy at the terror that leaped into those gray eyes. It was the only revenge Cordelia had. Now if only, she could pay Dunstan in turn . . .
Brenna would be leaving soon, a prospect Cordelia knew the young woman dreaded. Then there would be no one for miles to compare with her own loveliness, and Dunstan would be brought to heel.
Cordelia pushed her plate away and eyed Brenna speculatively. "You know, sister, the ship from the north could come any day now. 'Tis well into summer already. Are you ready to meet your future husband?"
"I will never be ready," Brenna replied dismally, and pushed her own plate aside.
"Yea, the princess thrown to the lions. 'Tis unfortunate that you had no say in the matter. I would not have expected your father to do this to you. After all, I had a choice."
"You know why 'twas done!" Brenna snapped.
"Yea, of course. To save us all," Cordelia replied, her voice heavy with sarcasm. "At least you know what to expect. If I had known what it would be like, I would have been like you, wishing never to marry. Lord, how I dread each night, knowing the pain I must bear!"
Brenna glared at her icily. "Delia, I saw an act of coupling in the village today."
"Really? How was this?"
"Never mind how. What I saw was not as horrifying as you would have me believe."
"You will not know until you experience it yourself," Cordelia returned sharply. "You will learn that you must bear your pain in silence, else the man will beat you. 'Tis a wonder more women do not cut their throats rather than submit to such agony every night."
"Enough, Delia! I do not wish to hear anymore." "Be thankful you know. At least you will not go unsuspecting to your wedding bed." Cordelia finished and left the table, her lips curving in a smile as soon as she was out of Brenna's sight.
Chapter 4
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BULGAR, on the eastern bend of the Volga River, was a large reshipment port where West met East. Here Viking longships traded with caravans from the steppes of Central Asia and Arab freighters from Eastern provinces. Leading eastward from Bulgar was the legendary Silk Road to China.
A cornucopia of humanity abounded in Bulgar, from thieves and murderers to merchants and kings. At the start of summer, Garrick Haardrad anchored his splendid longship here and set out to add to the fortune he had accumulated on his travels. A wondrous business, trading.
Having unexpectedly spent the winter with a tribe of Slavic nomads, Ga
rrick was not inclined to tarry long at Bulgar. He was anxious to be homeward bound. He still had to stop at Hedeby to dispose of the twenty slaves given to him by Aleksandr Stasov so he could make the journey home with greater speed. His first trip to the East had been full of surprises, but very satisfying.
After leaving Norway the previous year with a cargo of furs and the slaves he had chosen to sell, Garrick and his crew of nine sailed to Hedeby, the great market town on the Schlei River, where he traded half of his slaves for an assortment of merchandise made by the craftsmen there. He took combs, pins, dice and gaming stones, all made of bone, as well as beads and pendants crafted from amber brought in from the Baltic lands.
From Hedeby they sailed to Birka, an island trade center in Lake Malar, situated in the heart of Sweden opposite the Slav town Jumne. Birka was a well known Vic, or trading market; in its harbor could be found ships owned by Danish, Slavic, Norwegian and Scythian peoples. Here Garrick bartered for Rhinish glass, Frisian cloth, which was so valued for its fine texture, jeweled stirrups and Rhine wine, much of which he kept for himself.
Thence Garrick and his crew sailed to Uppland, went on to the Gulf of Finland and then, by way of the Neva, passed the marches and continued on to Lake Ladogo. Old Ladogo, the trading center, was located at the mouth of the Volkhor, and here they stopped for provisions. By then it was midsummer, and they still had a long way to go. They sailed eastward into the land of the Western Slavs, over the Svir to Lake Onega, and on several smaller rivers and lakes to Lake Beloya, until finally they reached the northern bend of the great Volga River.
Halfway between there and Bulgar, their destination, they came upon a ship under attack by a group of Slavs who lived along the river bank. The screams of both men and women rent the still air. Garrick manned the oars and reached the ship before the bloody attack was finished. He and his men boarded the small sailless vessel and killed off those marauders who did not flee quickly enough when they saw his great Viking ship.
Only a young woman and her baby were left alive, and that because they had hidden away inside a large, empty barrel. Haakorn, one of Garrick's men and a seasoned traveler, spoke the woman's Slavic tongue. He discovered that she was the daughter of a powerful chieftain of a Slavic tribe. Her husband had been killed, and she lay weeping by his mutilated body as she told of the massacre. The assailants were members of an enemy tribe intent upon killing her and the baby to revenge actions of her father's. This attack had not been their first.
Garrick held an immediate council with his men to decide what to do with the woman. It was Perrin, Garrick's closest friend, and as near to him as a blood brother, whose sound advice won out. Since they had already made enemies of those who had fled, they did not need to make more enemies by returning the girl to her tribe for ransom. They would be traveling this route in the future; it could only be to their advantage to have friends in the area.
Thus they returned the girl and her babe to her father without asking for a reward. Feasts were given in their honor, one after another, and days turned into weeks. The rains came, giving them another excuse to linger, for Aleksandr Stasov was an excellent host and they wanted for nothing. Finally it was too late to reach Bulgar and return home before the cold, so they stayed the winter.
In the spring, the grateful chieftain sent them on their way with twenty slaves and a bag of silver for each of the crew. All in all, the time lost to them was worth their while.
In Bulgar the last of the cargo was sold. The furs alone brought an enormous sum, especially the white fur of the polar bear, of which Garrick had four. Each man sold his own goods, for this was a joint venture, among friends, even though it was Garrick's ship that had brought them.
And so, being young men on their first voyage east (for only Haakorn had traveled this far before), they lingered long, reveling in the new and unusual. Garrick purchased many gifts for his family. Some he would distribute on his return; others he would save for special occasions and ceremonies. He had necklaces and armbands made for his mother from precious jewels he bought cheaply from the Arabs, and he also obtained Chinese silk. For his father he found a splendid sword like his own, with its prized Rhenish blade, and the handle richly engraved and inlaid with silver and gold. For his brother Hugh he purchased a helmet of gold, a symbol of leadership.
He bought gifts for his friends and trinkets for Yarmille, the woman who ran his household and commanded the slaves in his absence. For himself he purchased extravagantly—Byzantine silks and brocades to make fine robes, tapestries from the Orient for his home, and a barrel of iron utensils that would delight his slaves. Each day they stayed in Bulgar, Garrick found something new to add to his collection. Finally his friends began to make wagers on how much silver he would part with before the day ended.
This day in midsummer, with the cloudless sky almost white in its intensity, Garrick entered the house of the engraver, Bolsky, his friend Perrin at his side.
The little man looked up from his work table in the center of the room and fixed his squinting eyes on the two young Norsemen dressed in short, sleeveless tunics with tight-fitting long leggings. They were both of towering height with broad chests; corded muscles rippled on their bare arms. They had taut, powerful bodies without an ounce of excess flesh. One had auburn hair and a trim beard; the other was blond and clean-shaven. The blond had eyes that were cold and skeptical for one so young. They were the color of aqua, like shallow waters on a bright day. The other had laughing eyes like glowing emeralds.
Bolsky was expecting the blond Viking, for he had requested the engraver to make him a fine, silver medallion with the picture of a beautiful girl engraved on the underside. He had given Bolsky a sketch of this girl, and the engraver was proud of the finished work. On the front was a proud Viking ship with nine oars, and above the ship was a hammer with crisscrossed wings and a broadsword. On the back of the medallion was the girl, worked in minute detail, the very image of the sketch. A sweetheart, perhaps, or a wife?
"Is it finished?" Garrick asked.
Bolsky smiled, and opening a fur-lined bag, produced the medallion with its long silver chain. "It is done."
Garrick tossed a pouch of silver on the table and took the medallion, slipping it over his head without even inspecting it. But Perrin, his curiosity pricked, lifted the heavy silver disk from Garrick's chest and examined it closely. He admired the symbols of wealth, power and strength, but when he turned the medallion over, his brows drew together in a disapproving frown.
"Why?"
Garrick shrugged and started for the door, but Perrin was close on his heels and drew him to a halt. "Why torture yourself this way?" Perrin asked. "She is not worth it."
Garrick raised an eyebrow in surprise. "You would say this?"
Perrin grimaced. "Yea, I would. She is my sister, but I cannot condone what she has done."
"Well, do not fret, my friend. What I felt for Morna is dead—long since."
"Then why that?" Perrin asked, gesturing at the medallion.
"A reminder," Garrick answered, his voice hard. "A reminder that no woman can be trusted."
"I fear my sister has left her mark on you, Garrick. You have not been the same since she married that fat merchant."
A shadow came over the younger man's blue-green eyes, but a cynical smile twisted his lips. "I am simply wiser. I will never fall prey to a woman's charms again. I laid my heart open once, and will not do so a second time. I know them for what they are now."
"All women are not the same, Garrick. Your mother is different. I have never known a kinder or more giving woman."
Garrick's features softened. "My mother is the only exception. But come, enough of this. Today, our last night, I intend to drink a barrel of ale—and you, my friend, will have to carry me back to the ship when I am through."
Chapter 5
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BRENNA sat in the center of her large bed polishing her sword with the care given a prized possession, which indeed her
sword was. Finely crafted and honed just for her, the weapon was lightweight but razor sharp. It was a gift from her father on the day she celebrated her tenth year. Her name was inscribed on the silver handle, surrounded by rubies and bright sapphires the size of plump peas. Brenna cherished this sword more than any of her possessions, if for no other reason than because it was a symbol of her father's pride in her achievements.
She held it up now against her forehead, her thoughts gloomy. Would her female body imprison her in her husband's land? Would she ever be able to wield this sword again, to fight for what was her own as any man would? Or would she be expected to act the wife in every way, never to use her skills again, to be a woman and do only what a woman should?
Curse men and their set ways! She would not be treated thus. To be undermined and ruled, nay! She would not be acquiescent. She was Brenna Carmarham, not some simpering, cowering maid!
Fuming indignantly, Brenna did not hear her aunt enter her chamber and quietly close the door. Linnet stared at her niece with tired, heartsick eyes.
She had nursed her own husband through months of suffering, each day sapping more of her strength. When he died, a part of her did too, for she loved him dearly. Now she had been doing the same for her brother Angus. Lord in Heaven, please: no more death.
Brenna gave a start when she perceived the haggard figure out of the corner of her eye. She turned to Linnet, hardly recognizing her. Her hair was unkempt and her gown soiled, but it was actually her face which was so disturbingly different. It was powder white, her lips were taut, and there were dark circles under her red-rimmed eyes.
Brenna got off the bed and led her aunt to the long gold couch beneath the window. "Linnet, you have been crying. 'Tis not like you," she said worriedly. "What is wrong?"
"Oh, Brenna, lass. Your life is changing so much. 'Tis not right to have it all happen at one time."
Brenna smiled weakly. "You have been crying for me, Aunt? You need not."
"Nay, love, not for you, though I will surely. 'Tis your father, Brenna. Angus is dead."