Do you remember I’ve told you about my bosses? Helena and Eric? Well, Helena’s brother’s in town at the moment. She paused typing for a moment, so that she could catch her breath. Back in her own bedroom, in the small room between the twins’ rooms, the whole affair felt almost like a dream. But it wasn’t! Three glorious nights, and Sophie knew. Her fingers flew over the keyboard as she forced herself to put into writing what she hadn’t dared admit to herself. And I’ve fallen completely head over heels in love with him.
Okay, I can hear you rolling your eyes, Ava. I know just what you’d say. It’s not possible to love someone you barely know.
But I do know him. I know so much about him … we’ve talked and talked and talked until our words clog the air. We talk about everything and nothing and I fall asleep wishing I could hear more.
I don’t know what’s going to happen. I don’t even know how long he’s planning to stay in London. He’s … what? A billionaire? A mogul? A tycoon? She ground her teeth together and waded back into the email. Pretty busy, I think, so I guess he’ll have to go soon.
Anyway, I didn’t want to say anything before now, because I wasn’t sure it was real. But it is. It definitely is.
I miss you both.
Lots of love, S.
She pressed send and curled her knees up under her chin. The evening was warm – at least for London – and she was wearing only a simple cotton nightgown.
Was he still in the house? Her heart fluttered as she imagined him, somewhere there, his body warm, his arms strong. He’d taken coffee with Helena after they got back; a habit that Sophie didn’t personally appreciate. Coffee so late in the evening would have kept her awake.
And Sophie hadn’t wanted to intrude on their family time, anyway. When he took her away, to his house, or out on dates, they were ‘them’. Sophie and Alex, rapidly becoming an actual couple, despite the fact it had been less than a week since they had met.
But here, at No. 11 Herringbone Lane, Sophie was the children’s nanny first and foremost. The moment she began sitting around sipping drinks with Helena, Eric and Alex, was the moment the lines would be blurred in an odd way.
Yet Alex seemed to try to push it. To encourage her to sit with him even when she was obviously not prepared for that. Not prepared for the possible questions from Eric and Helena, either.
A noise sounded on her iPad. She flicked it open and grinned when she saw two new emails – one from each of her sisters. She opened Ava’s first.
9 August, 11.10pm
From: Ava
To: Sophie, Olivia
Sophie, no! What are you talking about? What’s the first thing mum taught us about love?
9 August, 11.11pm
From: Olivia
To: Ava, Sophie
Oh my God! Tell me more! Send a pic! How very, very exciting! O.x
Sophie laughed at their different responses and was about to write something back when another email pinged through.
9 August, 11.12pm
From: Olivia
To: Ava, Sophie
Ava Anne Henderson, don’t be such a misanthrope. What mum would or wouldn’t say isn’t important here. What matters is that our sister is in love with a man, for the first time in her life. Why can’t you be supportive of that?
9 August, 11.14pm
From: Sophie
To: Ava, Olivia
It’s okay, guys. Liv, I know Ava’s just looking out for me. And she’s right. You know she is. Mum learned her lesson the hard way and wanted us all to avoid the same fate. No way am I going to end up pregnant to this guy. And he’s nothing like our father. Or what we know of him, anyway. He was a jerk. A first grade a-hole who ditched a pregnant woman because he was married.
Alex is wonderful. I could write pages and pages and pages telling you how amazing he is, but you still wouldn’t get it. He’s just … perfect.
I love him.
And I know you’re worried about me, Ava, because that’s what you do. But you don’t need to be.
Have you ever met someone and just known? That though it doesn’t make sense, and there are a million and one reasons to be cautious and go slowly, you just simply can’t? Because you trust that person, and you need that person, and you loved that person, from the first moment you met them …? That’s how it is with us. I’d trust him with my life.
I love him.
Okay, on that sappy note, it’s late here. I need to sleep. Don’t argue over this. It’s a good thing. Trust me. You’ll see.
Xxx
She flicked her iPad into flight mode to avoid the barrage of emails that she was certain would follow and fell back onto the bed. Her smile was enormous on her face.
She was crazy! The whole thing was crazy!
A knock sounded at her door and she pushed up onto her elbows, her heart immediately beginning to pound as she prepared for the sight of Alex.
Only it was Eric instead.
“Sorry to intrude,” he murmured in that terribly British way he had. There was something indefinably Hugh Grant about him that always made her smile.
“You’re not,” she lied, crossing her legs at her ankles and smoothing her nightgown down past her knees. “Is it the twins? Are they okay?”
“Yes,” he waved a hand in the air dismissively and sat on the foot of the bed. “We were talking the other day and we got cut off.”
“We were?” She searched her memory and found only Alex. Little fragments of recollection of their time together that were too pleasurable to sweep past. Walks to his house, and through his house, cups of tea on his terrace and long, passionate love-making in his enormous bed.
“Soph?”
“Oh!” She felt her cheeks burn and shook her head. “Sorry. You were saying?”
“No,” he had a slightly teasing tone to his voice. “You were saying, yesterday, something about Christmas and the twins.”
“Oh!” She nodded jerkily. “Of course.” How had she forgotten? “I hate asking you this,” she said hurriedly, and she truly did. “But I want to get them something special for Christmas. There’s a performance at the Royal Albert Hall, only tickets are …” Her blush deepened. “Well, they’re almost a week’s pay for me. I wondered if you’d …”
“Of course I’ll buy the tickets, Sophie. You don’t even need to ask.”
“No!” She shook her head, consternation making her eyes wide. “I want to buy them. It’s a gift from me. Only they go on sale this weekend and if I don’t book right away they’ll likely sell out. I was just wondering if you’d mind … loaning me the money, until then.”
“I’d feel awful for you to be out of pocket …”
“Please, I want to give the tickets to the boys. Only I’m stretched now…”
“Of course.” The Aussie dollar being what it was, it was not hard to believe she’d found her money didn’t go so far. And the salary nannies earned was hardly salubrious.
“You just tell me how much and I’ll have it for you tomorrow.”
“Thank you.” She named an amount and shook her head. “I’m so embarrassed to have to even ask you.”
“Sophie, you love my children. What more could I ask for? We are lucky to have you. I’m lucky to have you.”
He stood and moved towards the door. Sophie followed him, simply because it felt like the polite thing to do. “Eric?” She said as he pulled it inwards. “Can we keep this between us?” She was thinking of Alex, of course, and how he might try to loan her money if he knew how dire her finances were.
“Our little secret,” he grinned and tapped a finger under her chin. “We won’t tell a soul.”
She laughed gratefully, and then a movement behind him caught her gaze.
Alex. Dark. Menacing. And watchful. A shiver ran down her spine as, for the first time since meeting him, she felt a coldness in him that was capable of freezing her core.
It was covered over almost instantly, smoothed away into a façade of bland disinterest, so that she
presumed she’d imagined it.
“Alex. You off, mate?”
He looked at Eric for a long, cold moment, waiting for the urge to punch his friend’s handsome face to subside. And then, behind him was Sophie. Beautiful, treacherous Sophie who controlled his dreams and waking thoughts. Sophie whom he had intended to seduce and pull away from his sister’s home and then discard, who had worked her way into his being and become a necessary component to his existence. She was a drug and yet he was no better nor happier than a heroine addict.
“Soon. I came to say goodnight to Sophie.”
“Right-o. I’ll see you tomorrow. Night, Soph.”
Eric walked down the stairs, whistling a tune, his manner happy. Satisfied?
Possessive fury burned through Alex.
His eyes raked over Sophie from head to toe, pausing on the swell of her breasts that was obvious beneath the flimsy night gown. Had Eric … had he … had they?
Alex banked down on the horrible imagery. He had come to London with the intention of investigating matters, and now he couldn’t bear thinking about Sophie with another man.
It couldn’t be true, because he couldn’t bear it to be.
“Alex? Are you okay?”
“No,” he said honestly. His dark eyes were glowing in his chiselled face, putting Sophie in mind of the darkest night skies.
“What is it?” She moved to him instinctively and lifted a hand to his broad chest. She could feel his heart pounding beneath her touch.
“I need to know.”
Sophie nodded slowly, though she couldn’t fathom what he was talking about. “Need to know what?”
Her face was beautiful; there was no denying it. But it wasn’t just a physical attractiveness that made him stare. It was her manner. So open and genuine, he found it almost impossible to believe that she was undermining his sister. Was it possible Helena and he had erred?
But why had Eric been visiting her so late in the evening? In her bedroom, while she was wearing practically nothing. He swallowed away the bitterness and forced a smile to his face.
“I just met you.”
“Yes,” she agreed, her expression quizzical.
“But I’ve bought companies in the space of hours. I’ve always listened to my instincts.”
Though she had no idea where he was going, Sophie’s heart began to race in her chest. “Yes?”
“And every fibre of my being is telling me that I’ll regret it for the rest of my life if I don’t ask you to marry me.”
The silence pulsed between them, heavy with shock and surprise. “Marry you?” Sophie finally broke it, her voice squeaky in the night air.
“Yes. Marry me.”
Her mouth gaped. She looked down the hallway, as if just remembering where they were. She pulled him into her bedroom and quietly clicked the door closed behind them.
“I’m sorry,” she spoke quietly, and Alex had a surge of panic. She was going to say no, and it would all be over.
He waited silently for her to finish her sentence, but he was far from patient. Inside, he was a ticking bomb.
“I don’t think I heard you properly. I do that sometimes. I vague out and fantasize.” She shook her head in a gesture that he found frustratingly adorable. “What did you say?”
Relief was spreading through him. “You heard perfectly, agape mou. Marry me.”
“I thought that’s what you said.” Her tongue darted out and licked her lower lip. “It’s so sudden.”
He laughed softly and linked his arms behind her back, pulling her against his broad frame. “Marry me.”
“But you live in Greece.”
His nod was droll. “And you’re from Australia. These are details, not significant factors.”
She made a chortling sound. “Easy for you to say.”
“Marry me.”
She stared at him with a strange, drowning sensation. “But why?”
“Because every fibre of my being tells me it is right for us to marry. And I believe you feel the same way.”
Their eyes clashed, and understanding throbbed between them.
“Okay.”
“Okay?” He laughed into her cheek and then kissed her.
“Yes! Of course, yes!”
The packet was waiting for him when he got home. It must have arrived with the day’s post, and he’d shuffled it all onto his desk for later attention.
Proposing to Sophie Henderson had taken the focus out of his mind for a moment. After all, it had surprised him as much as it had her.
But it had been the right call.
He would never know for sure if she and Eric were carrying on an affair, and how serious it was, but there was enough proof to have him seriously concerned. As his wife, she would be out of the picture.
She would be his. And only his.
A tight smile of anticipation spread across his features as he thought of long, Greek nights at his home on Corfu. How he would enjoy teasing her delectable body when she was fully his. No imperative to return her to the house on Herringbone Lane; he would take all night to pleasure her and take his pleasure from her.
His body tightened at the very idea.
He slipped his finger beneath the flap of the envelope carelessly, and dropped the papers onto his desk.
The report was about twenty pages long.
And it contained the information he had dreaded.
Sophie Henderson, formerly employed by a Sir Edwin Thomas of Sydney, Australia, had been, according to various sources, involved in an affair with her married employer. The wife had fired her as soon as she found out. The words in front of his eyes were black and white.
His fingers were unsteady as he siphoned through the papers until he found a photograph of the man in question. Balding, overweight, with a personal fortune in the tens of millions, it was not difficult to see what the appeal had been.
So, Sophie had form for hitting on her wealthy employers, did she?
Was it money she sought? Or was she one of those women who simply liked to torment other women? To snag other women’s husbands for personal satisfaction?
He cast the papers aside with a groan and leaned back in his chair. What had he expected? He’d come here fully believing her capable of such behaviour. And now? Proof of yet another affair shouldn’t have shocked him. And yet it did.
4
10 August, 06.11 am
From: Ava
To: Sophie, Olivia
Good Lord, Sophie. Marriage?
To this guy??
10 August, 06.12 am
From: Olivia
To: Sophie, Ava
It’s not ‘this guy’, Aves, she loves him. He loves her. Does the fact it’s all happened really quickly make it less likely to be good for her?
10 August, 06.13 am
From: Ava
To: Sophie, Olivia
YES!!!!!
Sophie read the emphatic reply with a smile on her lips; it was a smile that had been in place since agreeing to marry him.
Alessandros Petrides.
All night, she’d smiled into her pillow and dreamed of her future. A future with this Greek god of a man by her side, and one day perhaps, bonny little children playing at her feet.
10 August, 06.15 am
From: Sophie
To: Ava, Olivia
I love him. I know it must seem crazy impulsive, but I really love him. I’m not going to love him more or less or differently if we wait six months, nor if we wait a year. I love him. It’s that simple. I don’t have any doubts about marrying him. Please be happy for me. X
10 August, 06.16 am
From: Ava
To: Sophie, Olivia
You think that now, because you’re in the first fog of love and lust.
And it’s natural that you’d feel that way.
But what damage does it do to be really sure?
I don’t want you getting hurt, and men like AP are … well … not the safest bet. If he loves you, he’ll
wait.
10 August, 06.17 am
From: Sophie
To: Ava, Olivia
He’s not Cristiano.
She sent it and then immediately wished she could pull the email back through cyber-space. Her stomach swirled as she regretted instantly writing the three words that must surely have caused Ava a river of pain. She chewed on her lower lip and hovered her fingers over the keyboard. But what could she say to undo her snappy reply? Invoking the memory of Cristiano Cesar Barata had been a very, very low blow.
Time seemed to stretch like a piece of elastic that wouldn’t snap. Sophie sat in her bed, her iPad beside her, guilt lurching through her system.
10 August, 06.25 am
From: Sophie
To: Ava, Olivia
I’m sorry. I know you’re just worried about me. That wasn’t fair.
It’s just … Alex is an amazing guy. He makes me ridiculously happy.
How’s Milly?
10 August, 06.26 am
From: Ava
To: Sophie, Olivia
She’s fine.
Adorable.
Missing you both.
Cristiano is coming back to town in November for Tom Berry’s wedding.
10 August, 06.27 am
From: Olivia
To: Sophie, Ava
WHAT!!!! Hang on a sec. I just got back to my room and there’s like a million messages from you two. Let me catch up.
Ava, Sophie’s right. When you know, you know. If you’re sure he’s the right one, then I’m happy for you. I can’t make the wedding, given that you two are in such a huge rush, but I was thinking I could stop over in Greece on my way to Vegas?! Let me know if that works for you.
Meanwhile, what the hell do you mean, ‘Cristiano is coming back’? Isn’t that sort of a disaster?